Tonight Roland tried to do bedtime. Maybe Matthew's not tired. Maybe he's playing us against each other again. Maybe the strategy isn't working. Matthew is refusing to go to bed. All I hear is screaming and "MAMA, MAMA, MAMA!" I wish I knew why he was fighting bedtime like this. I thought we were on a good path. Maybe it's just a small setback, but I don't really know what to do about it. Maybe I need to take my co-worker's advice and buy a child lock for his room and let him scream until he passes out. I really really don't want to do that. He's screaming enough as it is. I don't think I can handle 3 hours of screaming. Someone help us.